Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should have known, I should have known
That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.
Baby I was naĆve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
My mistake I didn't know to be in love you had to fight to have the upper hand.
I had so many dreams about you and me.
Happy endings
Now I know
I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.
And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry
Cause I'm not your princess
This ain't our fairytale
I'm gonna find someone, someday
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rear view mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.
Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Oh
It's too late
To catch me now.
~ Taylor Swift's WHITE HORSE
I love that song.. It's so beautiful.
Awesome stuff is happening here. It's still snowing in middle of spring. There should be a proverb, like from that How Do You Solve a Problem Like Maria , there is a line that goes 'unpredictable as weather..' I would like to change that to 'unpredictable as MOSCOW weather.'
I miss mom, dad, Ju and AhMa!
I have some health issues. I may be lactose intolerant, because I suffer from tummy aches especially after intake of dairy food products, eg. milo, McDs Sundaes... The thing is that, I was having a conversation with Charis about this, and I think that I shouldn't be having this problem since I have a constant DAILY intake of chocolate. So how can my receptors be underexpressed when they are being utilized so often? Secondly, my molars are erupting and are causing the rest of the teeth to be displaced. Annoying much!
Went to Spartive again today. Esther wasn't feeling well, so AK and Yan cooked for her, and I joined. Poor girl, overworked and underpaid. :P GET WELL SOON fake mom!
Gonna be co-leading praise and worship with Yan on Easter. I am very excited about this, and have been waiting for this for a long time. I guess it's one of my dreams that I want to accomplish in my life. Amongst the other dreams that I distinctly remember accomplishing are - Acting in Form 5 drama contest, and winning BEST ACTRESS!
- Acting in 'Merdeka' the Musical Form 4
- Getting 11A1s for SPM
- Getting to med-school.
- Leading PnW! ( soon)
And what I would like to do in the future:
- Get a bf and get married, have kids (DUH)
- Go skydiving
- WIN A Nobel Prize ( I have a little poster I bought from Stockholm, from the Nobel Prize Center, stating on how the selection process is done, and all the different committees they have.. It is stuck on the inner part of my closet.)
- Go to outer space. Experience weightlessness.
- Meet Oprah Winfrey. Talk.
- write a song ( 50% complete. It has no lyrics yet)
- Reach the top of mount Everest ( either by climbing, or helicopter or something.I was wondering, is there a way to reach the top of high peak by helicopters or some sort of vehicle?)
-Learn how to play violin, guitar and piano till I am competent.
They're all not like about getting rich, or being famous. Things like that don't matter to me. Obviously. I guess for me, it's about the accomplishments.
Life is always good. I feel like i'm getting closer to who I wanna be when I grow up.
- A good person.
But I guess that goal needs to be more defined.
PRAY for my dreams okay?
Because I know FOR SURE(fo shizzle ma nizzle) that He can make them come true. :)