Revelations.

I broke a nail.

I don't take failure well. Hmm.

No I am not blogging about a broken nail.

Rather about the fear of dissapointing others.

When you tell me things lyk that, i really dunno what to say to you. i know u want whats best for us but do you think that u could say it in a less painful way. I dunno la.
Do you think this is by far my nature? Do you think that I naturally excel in this? OMG i find this soo difficult. I dun even know if I am cut out for this. This isn't the first time i've cried over this matter. I don't even know if I am able to do half of what you expect me to do.

I feel hurt cause I dont want to move fwd. I dun even want to wake up. I dun want to give up this which i am having now. I want to be comfortable. don't wan to move. don't feel like i belong. feel like i am wearing shoes tht are too big. dont want to be human. dont wanna b looked down upon. don;t wanna ...

ignoree this post you wun b able to understand anythn anyway. i dun wanna talk just want to sleep.